Do you ever have those times when you feel like you're frozen, unable to do anything, while the time ticks away but you can't move, and its annoying but intriguing at the same time?
Wow, that was a run-on sentence...

So why am I awake at 2:30am on a friday night? Couldn't tell ya.
I watched "The Hills Have Eyes" which by the way is the SCARIEST movie I've ever seen in my entire life. I really only saw half of it cause my eyes and ears were covered and I prolly broke my dad's arm and accidentally choked my dog.
Ugh

crap my pinkie finger is going numb asdfhsaf;sl ghghghhhh


I think my Grandmas dying.
So that sucks.
And I probably wouldn't post that for the world to see online
but its 2am and i don't give a
and my dads prolly gonna ...
ugh


my eye lids are fluttering like dry leaves caught by wind


Yesterday one of my closest friends told me, "Wow, you're a contradiction."
She was totally right.

fffffffff
I guess I should sleep
but before I do, heres some music so this journal wasnt completely useless:

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Theres a lot more but nobody has time to watch youtue videos all day
'cept me

k night